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i'm quite intrigued by how a vague facebook status can attract so much attention. and amazed at how ppl can comment without having a clue of what's going on in your life. take no offenses, of course i was prepared for people to read it and do with it as they wish, for i did post it up on facebook. but i'm still surprised. i guess i didn't quite expect ppl to respond to it, cuz i was giving a shout out to myself to be strong. hahas. ohwells. i'm not making quite a lot of sense.

read a book called forgotten God by francis chan, senior pastor of cornerstone church in simi valley, california. he wrote in one part of the book: the decisions we make next year will be profoundly affected by the degree to which we submit to the Spirit right now in today's decision. which is so true, cuz we always pray for God's will in our lives, but forget that it's the everyday decisions we make today that will lead us there. it is the daily walking and communion with Christ that matters. nothing matters when you know you are walking in step with him. it's like the blind being led by the arm of a trusted friend, one step at a time. every day matters. i should start getting this right.

you worry about what's ahead of you, and you keep asking God what's next? what's next? what's in for me in 20 years time. you want to know what it'll be like, cuz you fear the unknown. that's kinda how i feel. forgetting that i have the Holy Spirit, walking BESIDE me and guiding each step of the way. forgetting that i am never alone, never forsaken.

that being said, it seems like i "know it all". like i am getting revelations. not really. and sometimes i wonder, do the writers who write, and the pastors who preach etc, know wad they are talking about. cuz i'm pretty lost.