edgy wreck

OMGG! i'm literally going mad with each passing hour, minute, second! it's been FOREVER since i started studying and exams isn't over! this is a nightmare.

i don't even want to tell you the things that are going through my head now. all the different body systems. how an decrease in blood pressure can affect the cardiovascular system by the baroreceptor reflex. which increases blood pressure by increasing sympathetic activity, increasing heart rate, vasoconstriction of arterioles which increase blood pressure. and decrease in BP can also affect the renal system by increasing renin production which increases angiotensin II which increases production of aldosterone which increases sodium reabsorption which increases H2O reabsorption which decreases urine output which means increase in blood volume and increase in blood pressure! back to homeostasis! or do u want me to tell you that when increase in blood pressure brings in the effect of the Atrial Natriuretic Hormone. which is the opp of the renin-angiotensin system?? and i haven't talked about the effect of ADH and even GFR and wad not. this can go on and on cuz blood pressure changes affects soooooo many things!

i guess the good thing is that all this is automatic. imagine if we need to think through this process and tell our body to do a certain thing at a certain time, or when a certain part of our body system goes bonkers. we would literally go bonkers. like me! now! AH!

ok take a chill pill. a happy pill. ahhhh. ls said he'll get me choc overload later. maybe that will trigger my body to release some hormone that i don't study about, thank goodness. and it'll make me happier? actually it's not whether i am happy or not. i feel "normal" i just want time to pass FASTER and i want to get this over and done with. i am okay. not?

someone distract me pleaseeeee........